she stopped writing. i can say. no words could make her describe her troubled mind.
she started thinking more. i can say. no feelings could make her ease her thoughts.
she was down and then up and then again down and then again up.
i saw her once , smilin at me. it felt nice.
i havent seen her ever since.
its like she s all gone.
i m trying to find her. trying to be with her. but.
she cannot take me back.
then i wake up.
and i am still here. i cant breathe, i cant see... i only feel my heart beating. and i m so fucking scared.
i lost her.
. lost . myself .in these dreams.