10.04.2007

I won't settle for less



I know someone is here with me


i know someone is being watching me

the thing i don't i know, though, is for how long..

how long is this going to take...i hold my breath..
i am trying not to miss that feeling

the feeling of being scared
...seems like phobos..whispering ...phobos..phobos..Phobos..the mighty son of Mars..


he might be behind the curtains...or flying around my room...
or my mind..
over and over...
protecting me ? or..?

maybe..he wants me with him
up to the moon
up to the sky...over the dark side of my mind

no...it is completely nonsense...its insane and not even a stable thought that could give me any clues of what the hell i am thinking of at the moment

come on..wake up...it's a dream...''it 's a dream...phobos...phobos...is here..go to him''...
''dont make him waiting for you...dont...''
''run..''
''hide''



but..i know..someone's here...
i assure you...i hear him..that weird voice...that whisper...invading my eardrums..my mind...activating all my nerve cells...i am alone
and I..

i feel him...
i m even shakin and feelin cold...
the worst part of this moment..
i cant feel my tongue
i cant speak
i cant scream
....
no toxins in my blood , promise
the only thing i can feel flowing inside me is Cold blood

the only thing i can see now is me...inside your head..

can you hear me now?
my friend?


10 comments:

bereniki said...

πάντα
*****

Bliss said...

@bereniki mou...
kai gw :*

ei!perimene na r8w na pame boltoula sth 8alassa..opws to kalokairi!
promise?

the navigator said...

Hello.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?

Come on, now.
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.

Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

Ok.
Just a little pinprick.
Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.

Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
Thatll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.

There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.
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Pink Floyd...

"Comofortably numb"....

Μεγάλο...αλλά όχι βαρετό επλίζω...

asfyxia said...
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Bliss said...

@the navigator...

ka8olou bareto
dn kserw an briskei kaneis panw s auto ton planhth tous pink floyd baretous...

just comfortably numb!

gordon said...

Akousa thalassa k mphka, exeis ki ayto to template k mas kaneis zhmia.
Xa8hke ena mayro ena mwb necrotafi...

weirdo said...

I can always hear you, my friend..

kat. said...

i can hear u/
but u cant hear me!
so??

GhostHunter said...

Ναι,ποτέ...
Ποτέ λιγότερα...

PeNNy LaNe said...

A ghost between us... δεν ξέρω γιατί μου ήρθε αυτό το κομμάτι στο μυαλό αυτή τη στιγμή. Καλά να περνάς Bliss μου!