I won't settle for less
I know someone is here with me
i know someone is being watching me
the thing i don't i know, though, is for how long..
how long is this going to take...i hold my breath..
i am trying not to miss that feeling
the feeling of being scared
...seems like phobos..whispering ...phobos..phobos..Phobos..the mighty son of Mars..
he might be behind the curtains...or flying around my room...
or my mind..
over and over...
protecting me ? or..?
maybe..he wants me with him
up to the moon
up to the sky...over the dark side of my mind
no...it is completely nonsense...its insane and not even a stable thought that could give me any clues of what the hell i am thinking of at the moment
come on..wake up...it's a dream...''it 's a dream...phobos...phobos...is here..go to him''...
''dont make him waiting for you...dont...''
but..i know..someone's here...
i assure you...i hear him..that weird voice...that whisper...invading my eardrums..my mind...activating all my nerve cells...i am alone
i feel him...
i m even shakin and feelin cold...
the worst part of this moment..
i cant feel my tongue
i cant speak
i cant scream
no toxins in my blood , promise
the only thing i can feel flowing inside me is Cold blood
the only thing i can see now is me...inside your head..
can you hear me now?